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[Sep. 29th, 2006|02:11 pm] |
New livejournal
deathstarcammy add it please. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2006|12:20 pm] |
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okay so i got everything set up for the CD release show on the 14th, i really hope deathpact can play but it sounds doubtfull. we are going to use our PA system for the moniters, i just need a huge 1/4 inch cable. everyone has to go and buy a CD. please. i'm buying my new guitar right after school today and then going to shiggas to play it untill i go to work. then tonight.. DEGRASSI WITH AMANDA |
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[Sep. 29th, 2006|08:36 am] |
i wish i knew the answer,
i wish everything would be okay. forever,
i wish i could concentrate,
i wish i wasnt lost,
i wish we were still lost,
i wish you believed me
i wish i knew what i was wishing for.
i wish... |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|12:31 pm] |
Where have you gone?
How Does time pass by so fast
Seems like yesterday
You and I
We Could Relate
But you know how things change
But is it me? Or is it time?
Now I'm stuck looking back
On somehting that I'll never have again
All this time with regret
I Just Lost Today
Worrying about yesterday
Can't live in yesterday
All this time with regret
I lost today
Worrying about yesterday
I lost today
And No I'll never forget about you
I lost today
I just came to terms that I've lost you
On with my life |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|10:52 am] |
i'm so fucking tired right now its not funny. i'm skipping because i dont want to get yelled at for sleeping in class agian... i have to work tonight and i think i might be able to buy my new guitar tomorrow.
I cant see this comeing to a close. the walls are closeing in, but i'm too much of a fatass for them to get much smaller, they will break eventually.
rideing up with jake to the deathpact show saturday. he said we would leave around 3 or 4... mmm. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2006|12:33 pm] |
i'm falling behind in school, so i'm staying late today. 6th period library to do an essay for Finley, Staying late to work on proofs with Allen.
why the fuck did that effect me so much? i really wish i wasnt such a jelous person.
i fucked up my second project in a row in audio. i'll fix it tomorrow because i dont feel like doing it now.
i really dont want you to get sick of me............ |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|01:18 pm] |
soldering makes me want to scream naughty words.
my dads grandma died. i'm not sure if it makes me a horrible person because it didnt effect me at all... i havnt seen her in like 4 years and she didnt remember anyone anyways. seriously though.. it did not effect me AT ALL. my dad just told me and all i said was "oh.."
my head hurts.
I LOVE ASSHAT. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2006|12:29 pm] |
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okay so i cant find my wallet.. this sucks... it had everything in it, plus 20$ my bank shit, my liscence, my social security card. everything. fuck. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|11:44 am] |
once again.. i think everything is going to be okay. i guess i just cracked from a lot of stress that i didnt need. but please, take it easy for a little while.
i love you amanda... 3 months tomorrow. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|12:57 pm] |
i quit. fuck you all. i cant wait to get out of here. all but a few select people can go fuck themselves, you know who you are. i'm done, find a new friend, a new bassist, a new whatever the fuck i am to you.. your dead to me.
just incase you happen to be retarded, the few people are greg, amanda, cede, and corey, there are a few others that dont come immedieatly to mind. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|10:44 am] |
i was thinking about it... we've been through so much allready. we have both witnessed complete euphoria in both polar opposites of happiness and anger,frustration,or depression. even through all of this, i still want to remain by your side through everything else. yesterday there was two explosions of emotion that just made me think about all of this. And even before that, i was thinking that i feel like i belong here. it was a strange feeling and i didnt recognise it at first. when everthing is going swell, this might be meant to be.
"there are 6 billion people in the world, what are the odds that i would find the perfect one?"
i think i may have beaten those odds.
oh and you... all of you. your words mean nothing. i know what i want, what i can do, and what i need. so fuck off.
i'm in a hip hop mood today, kanye, luda, public enemy.. good stuff. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|11:36 am] |
gr.. i cant get this entry right..
youre retarded, i hope you know. i'm sorry but its the truth. if we werent friends i would want to punch your organs.
i wish i could tell the future.. but i dont have to to know that cant ever work. you are just going to get hurt again.
know this motherfucker... if you ever hurt her again... i will kill you.
"it wont be long, we'll meet again." |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|01:09 pm] |
NSK official CD release show!
friday, oct. 12. Chester Underground, 6$ doors open 5:00
Napalm Sticks to Kids
I'm not billy (with new members, if you havnt seen them yet their great)
Orange Juice
The Anti-Rockers (bratt. punk band)
possibly one other (for valor?, Shrapnel?, Deathpact?) |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|12:30 pm] |
its hard to believe that it was exactly 3 months ago last night that i kissed you for the first time.. finally i have been able to hold on to something... sometimes, you still make me weak in the knees with that kiss, and when i think about it enough.. i can still feel your lips on mine.
in the words of yoda- "patience, young padawan" |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|12:14 pm] |
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just answer me a few questions honestly... are you happy?, what if i wasnt here anymore? would you wait for me? |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|01:26 pm] |
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greg has a home game next teen night again.. so i think we might have to wait over a month to play a show. unless we can set something up in like 2 weeks. |
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[Sep. 14th, 2006|01:14 pm] |
"does it have a happy ending?"
"We havnt gotten that far yet..."
i've been wishing for you at 11:11 |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|12:39 pm] |
put your teeth on the curb and we'll crack your fucking head,
fuck with one, your fucking dead
your teeth shatter as it fades to black, see the crimson water run as we break your back
snap, crackle, curbstomp
a curbstomp leaves a puddle full of blood as your body leaves your soul behind,
a broken jaw is your own damn flaw dont you ever fucking call me unkind.
snap, crackle, curbstomp,
STOMP ON YOUR FUCKING FACE
i love our music... |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|12:21 pm] |
dont fall for this agian.. you know what happened last time.i'm sorry, i just dont trust that situation. after somethign like that happens, it can never be the same. i know you want this to all have a happily ever after and i know what deffinately wont happen. i just dont know what everyone else thinks will happen.
"Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?
What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
i mourn for those who never knew you" |
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[Sep. 8th, 2006|12:43 pm] |
so many thoughts going through my head...
"is this the end?"
"are you okay?"
"i thought i actually did something right.."
"you promised"
"i promised"
"i'm sorry"
"do you want a break?"
you go through more shit than anyone else i've ever met and i just feel so bad for you. i know you dont want sympathy buy i'm afraid that theres nothing else i can do about it. i try so hard to make you feel better everyday. better physically, better about yourself, better about me, better about anything you want. i just want to be there for me... and for the first time in my life last night i actually felt like someone was there for me. i just laid there staring into your eyes knowing exactly what i wanted to say but i couldnt get the words out. you just wiped the tears from my eyes like i had allready said it. i have to stop because this is starting to hurt again. if i am causing you too much stress just tell me and i will stop for a while i guess. whatever i can do to make you feel better this time. i love you and i dont think i could ever stop, no matter what you will always have me and you allways have,ever since that night at town hall. i had my fairytale beginning where it was almost love at first sight.. now i just want a happily ever after...somehow. i need you to make one more prommise... promise me that no matter what, you wont ever forget me and that i've made a difference in your life... okay so thats two promises.
"i really think you've saved her. i mean think about it.. where would she be if you never came along?" |
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